…time heals

I didn’t choose to fall hard

Falling hard for you was

Never really my intention.

Our random texts

To pass the time

Became D&Ms

Every single night.

I’ll text you whenever

Became I’ll text you

Whenever I miss you,

(Which was all the time).

I miss you then

And I miss you now.

But never fear

I’m growing stronger

Every single day

Even if I am

Without you.

. Teach Me

Teach me when to trust.

Is it when he tells you that you’re the only person they look forward to talk to?

Is it when time flies by and the night envelopes just the two of you?

Is it when he tells you that the connection between the two of you is nothing he can comprehend?

Is it when he tells you he misses you after only mere hours since you both last spoke?

Teach me when to trust.

After all the beautiful perfect words were said and done, all that was left was –

I found someone else.


Love –

But not intensely.

Love –

But build walls.

Find a connection –

Swipe swipe

Left right

How are you?

What are you here for?

Swipe swipe

Left right

1st preference

2nd preference



Etc etc

Swipe swipe

Left right

But –

They are not you.

Swipe swipe

Until the pain dims

Into dark halls

Of my memories.